How could I forget, she...

innocently asked? It most probably was one of THE most important dreams I've had in quite some time!!! How did I forget to post it here?

Well, here:

I never felt loved.
I still (sometimes) don't.
I masturbated because it felt good, and it made me feel good, which not much else did.
My parents never gave me a 'role model' for a relationship.

I substituted sex for love, and now know that they have absolutely nothing to do with one another, except for lots of similarities - like they both feel good, get you stimulated, etc. But most importantly, one does NOT mean the other.