Seems

Seems like it's been a month since I last posted!

Lunar eclipse drove me deep into dreamland last night; sexual dreaming, of course, about M and I. It was very intense and serious even though it was about lovemaking - he agreed to sleep with me again but only under the circumstances of me telling him exactly what kinds of things I wanted him to do to me, things I know would please me which in turn would please him - definitely a s/d dream but with a twist.

I just plain 'ol miss him. (Still semi-convinced here that I only want/miss the unobtainable)

On another note - I'm so freaking busy at work I have not had a spare minute to even think about singulation, well, hardly an extra minute. I do want to attempt some sort of creative expressive arts to describe it though - drawing, or painting? How do we visually describe complex abstract thoughts and ideas? (Mathematics are one way)

And I want to sign up for David Peat's class this semester - I'll see about doing that today.