Today, I feel like sticking with the intellectual stuff - lord knows I'm too ephemeral to be thought of as smart, but during this internally heartfelt and confusing past year, maybe taking out the emotional would be a good thing, cause today I don't know which way is up within myself and I'm feeling incredibly stupid and small.

What have I learned during this last year?

Why can't I just get on with things?

Why am I so transparent and vunerable? And then can't even tell/say/deal with my real feelings about my life and the folks in it?

Yada yada - I'm a freaking mess!


More on the non-local universe later - cause I'm thinking (that's a good girl!) that isn't probabilities and quantum stuff still cartesian, in the sense that it's still more than one, or either A or B and then if not A then B is still two things, right? Still dual!?